My name is connor and I have a set of ethics

wait, no i don't anymore. I need to reestablish my own set of guidelines because living life without boundaries is only fun until you realize you've messed up big time. I need to get back to being the man i want to be. I need to be more like my dad. he always loved me and took care of me even when i screwed up, and i screwed up a lot in highschool.. i feel alone here, even though i'm fairly popular. noone gives a shit about improving themselves as people, they just love being hedonists. 

Generic title about my academic future, or rather my probable lack thereof

Man, I don't even know about any education after this. I'm only in college to make sure i can raise  a family some day and give them a good life. I love learning, but hate doing it in a formal environment. I prefer reading and teaching myself things. I just hope I don't fail any classes this semester. I've been too scared to check my grades the entire semester. I just need help, I really do. I'm drowning.

I have had to overcome so many obstacles since getting here. It's really been crazy how hard it is to stay true to myself in this place. most of my roadblocks are social ones. It's just crazy how there are so many things trying to make me lose my way. I want to transfer out ofhere, i can't do this much longer.

is this my first post? no, no it is not

I wish i could just use my tumblr for this. it's pretty SFW so i would imagine it isnt too big of an issue. Georgia southern is weird, man. Waaaaayyyy too much partying for my taste. what sucks is, i get easily pulled into things like that. it's hard to keep my eyes set on what is really important. this place really is a hedonistic dystopia.  

my first post !

1. I really want to join many clubs and make an impact on campus before i leave. so many people here leave a negative impact and i just want my name to bring up positive things when said here.
2. I really want to get HOPE
3. my friend micaela is very different from me but it is that difference that helps her and i help each other when the other is having troubles.
4. my friend erin is very.........blunt, to say the least. It helps keep me level, however.
to sum the rest of my answers up, id like to just say that all my friends help keep me balanced and moving on my way to success. i have a lot of roadblocks in my path and they always are there for me. we all are very different people, but i think that's a good thing.